Friday, January 11, 2013

Grandma Dear I Love You So...

It's not every person, nor every day that one can wake up and say, today I have lived 100 years.
January 8th, 2013 my maternal Grandmother, Uwin VanBuren awoke to having lived through a century.

Oh, how I love her.

I have never heard her utter a terse word.
Her carpet was always immaculate.  When she walked into a room she would scan the carpet for a piece of string, blade of grass, anything that didn't belong and quickly remove it to the garbage.  She had the most amazing set of finger vacuums I have ever known.
She made really creamy macaroni and cheese that my brother Ryan loved.
We always played Rook around her kitchen table.
She loved to sit on her patio in the evening and enjoy the warmth of Orangeville summers.
Her garden had an infinite supply of green peas in the early spring.
She loved us and even made us jam when we trampled through the mulberries under the tree in our bare toes and came in with purple footprints on her new cream carpet.
She always used peach colored Dove soap.

Now she lives in an assisted living facility.  Her eyesight has been gone for several years due to macular degeneration.  She lost my Grandfather 8 years ago.  He would have been 100 this year also.  But her mind is sharp and her memory clear.  I can walk into the room and say, "Hi Grandma!" and she knows just who it is.

Happy 100th Birthday Grandma!

Myself, Grandma Van Buren and my mother, Barbara Olsen
Jenson Family with Grandma Van Buren - Summer 2013
                                   


Shoes

I was filled with gratitude today as I walked into my closet to find Michael's little Sunday shoes sitting there.  At first I walked past them to grab my own slippers but stopped and went back just to look at them.  I couldn't help but smile.  This little pair of shoes came from cousin Dallas as has 90% of everything my boys have all worn.  These little black shoes have made their way down the line through all four of the boys and I just simply love them.  I feel so blessed to have had the last 9 years, nearly a decade, of nurturing the little men in my life.  Each one so completely unique.  They all have worn the same pair of shoes but not one of them have walked the same path.  I have learned and grown from each one of them and the road they have trodden.  It is humbling to realize I am beginning to have moments of motherhood when I pause and look back on what has been and not always reflect on what still lies ahead.  I wonder if I will have another that will wear these shoes or if I am beginning the end of a beautiful era in my life.  Life passes so sweetly.  There is so much tenderness, and joy along the way. I am just so filled with gratitude for memories.